Life is like a box of chocolates....

I could say that i have a million reasons why i have not updated this since october but there really isn't a good enough reason. I got sent home early from work today and so i am taking advantage of that and getting things done, i haven't had a real break in time like this since atleast november sometime, enjoying it!

A little update and by little, i mean very little... Sam and i just recently got divorced, he moved out in november and decided that this was what was best for the family, it has been and is continually heart wrenching for me to say the least, and i started working at a local medical billing office about a month ago! I am trying to stay positive despite the trials that have been placed in my life, I know that if i stay faithful and do what is right that i will be blessed, i know the Lord will take care of my kids and I!

Now onto the more important things... the kiddos!!!!

 Koda and I at the make a wish christmas party last december! We got the opportunity to ride on the train at Heber valley railroad!

                                                   The sweetest things on christmas eve

 Our surprise visit to grandma "oh say" and grandpa "strength" in Fresno, CA in January, it was a much needed amazing break! My family is THE greatest!

 Cancer cuties play date at wheeler farm this month! Blast!

 Easter egg coloring

Gracie checking out everyone's baskets! mmm

That is just a teeny tiny update on what we have been up to the past few months. When i got back on this blog site for the first time in months today my heart just hurt looking at the picture of Koda when he was opening his make a wish box, he looks so happy, i am fighting back the tears as i type this, nope now they are a-flowin.....i just want him to be so happy and i know he is but he has been handed so stinkin much to deal with in his short three years, that look on his face, i want to achieve that every day!

Koda has been doing very well with his chemo, he still has some odd reactions to the chemo some times and gets nauseous quite often but besides that, looking at him, you would never know the things he has been through and is going through! I feel so blessed every day that i am surrounded by the presence of these two amazing, smart, strong children in my life! They have taught me so much about strength, forgiveness, unconditional love and perserverance... i honestly can say that i am a better person for being able to be their mom!